❝ ‘you’re important to me.’ ❞

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DIFFERENT WAYS TO SAY ‘I LOVE YOU’


hesitantly, he raises his head — his eyes slowly come up from the floor, and it’s completely obvious now how long he’s been crying: his tears have ended once, and he’s continued to grieve until he could cry again. the same cycle, on repeat until he’d finally tired himself out to numbness. for the past… hour, hours  ( how long has it been since he walked out? how long has it been since danny joined him? )  he’s done nothing but tried to carve out this sadness, cling on to danny’s uniform shirt — grateful that the slytherin was here with him despite surely earning himself more detention every minute — and try to shut his brain up from telling him how lonely he’d just become, how irrelevant, how he’d just become one of those orphans who get pushed around because they don’t matter to anyone. and at some point, he realises, he must’ve started to say some of it out loud.

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“ do you MEAN that? ”   dylan’s tired, and the monotone it causes makes it sound colder than he means it — it’s just his eyes that are telling of the vulnerability that prompts the question.  “ because right now, you don’t get to just say that to me if you’re just saying it. ”

i’m too tired to deal with empty promises.

❝ ‘this is your favorite song, right?’ ❞

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DIFFERENT WAYS TO SAY ‘I LOVE YOU’.


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it’s only then that he pays enough attention to the notes to recognise the song — head turns to danny with a moment of fright, as if he’s been caught doing something private… and then it softens as dylan realises it actually doesn’t matter when the hell danny had noticed how often he has the cheesiest of 90′s tunes stuck in his head, or that maroon 5′s earlier stuff only really manages to sneak into their background music at home when dylan is around.   “ it’s ONE of them. and you’re a sentimental idiot for playing it to me. ”   it’s probably specifically how clicheé the song choice is that makes him laugh just as much as he feels flattered.   “ my favourite song is actually BELIEVE by cher, but i get why you’d pick this one. ”

you’re lucky i love you.

❝ "That's not exactly a good coping method." ❞

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OLD SENTENCE MEME.


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danny’s steps on creaking snow warn dylan of his coming, buying him the time to take a breath before the words cut the air, before he feels danny against his back and the younger’s arms around him. he closes the lid on the pack of cigarettes he’s been toying with in the chilly london air. the plastic that had covered it just a minute ago is still in his pocket, golden strip rebelliously hanging outside, visible against the black coat to anyone who’d notice that sort of thing.   “ i know. i QUIT ten years ago. ”   he’s not yet put the box away, fingers pulling the top open and closes again and again in thought.   “ i wasn’t gonna light one. ”   it’s true, even if danny has little reason to believe so — dylan wishes he’d had disclosed this earlier so it wouldn’t come as a surprise now, but he knows he never would’ve brought it up: danny would only worry about something dylan’s put long past him.

“ i never DO. i always swear i will when i storm out, but it’s the walk that actually does the trick for me. ”   this time, it’d taken a minute longer than normal, but just like every other time, by the time dylan had opened the pack and stared at the rows of cancer sticks for a good minute, he’d calmed enough to no longer have the impulse of breaking a good eleven and a half year’s streak. he turns his head as much as he can towards the other without breaking the hold  ( it’s rarer for them to be this way around, he realises, but he could get used to it ).   “ look, i’m sorry i got so heated up about it all, i was mad at the arcana and you picked a bad day to pick a fight with me. ”

he could say more but he doesn’t want to — not now, anyway, when he’s pretty sure danny doesn’t want to continue the conversation either and the moment’s too perfect to be ruined with talking. instead, he chucks the full pack of cigarettes to the snow, bringing his hands over danny’s, and allows his head to rest on danny’s.   “ i love you. ”

"I don’t trust people. People leave, they die. People don’t stick around. I don’t trust people. But somehow, I do trust you."
I’ve never trusted anyone before (via adreamersmusings)

otpmusings:

halleydoedog:

take me laser tagging and then push me into a corner and kiss me. then shoot me and walk away.

IMAGINE THE OTP

i. 😶😶😶 #detailslater   ii. truth be told, james daniel atlas without a straightening iron is among the most adorable people in the world.   iii. pre-show nerves   iv.  this could be horsemen motto at this point.   v. in hindsight, i should’ve seen where this was going. @showman.atlas, everyone.   vi. spending valentine’s day working… #thanksforthephotobomb @jackthewilder

DYLAN’S INSTAGRAM FT. DANIEL ATLAS @magiferocia

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