ANGER rises fast and sharp within him, overwhelming as it blocks out all other thoughts. he lashes out, hand catching a table of props and scattering them over the floor. footsteps land heavy as he paces, whirls on his leader, turns away again. hands run through his hair, grip it, pull, as he stares up at the ceiling. a deep, shuddering breath escapes him, struggling to calm, to find some sort of level center, but he feels out of control, restless, helpless.
❛ didn’t you ever THINK for one fucking second that you couldn’t find anything on me BECAUSE I DIDN’T WANT YOU TO ?! ❜
his voice is hoarse, and it cracks, and for the moment, he’s too angry to even devote a second of thought to it. he feels BETRAYED - betrayed by the one person he trusts most, by the person he’s confided in.
❛ all those questions you kept asking – it’s beause you already knew, wasn’t it ? did y’think i wouldn’t find out ? did y’think i wouldn’t KNOW ? no – ❜ he interrupted himself, shaking his head, smoldering dark eyes turning on the older man. ❛ what do you think you could even say ? ❜ he’d never listen again, anyway.
he watches the outburst, hands securely anchoring him to the crate behind him, every word coming out of jack’s mouth making him smaller and smaller. for the longest time, he manages to maintain his eyes in the other’s face, force himself to take in the wrath and sadness in him as his own personal punishment — it’s only once the table hits the floor that dylan can’t pretend to have enough pride to face this. lips press together, preventing him to say his defence when it’s so obvious jack’s not looking for an explanation. “ i knew some of it. ” fragments of data, dots that just needed to be numbered so he could complete the picture. the truth’s not going to do anything to calm the other down, but it’s the least amount of respect he can give.
face finally turns back to jack, dead terrified of meeting the other’s gaze. “ jack, i’m SORRY. ” it’s a lot more forceful than his earlier words, almost defensive despite how much dylan’s trying to press that tone down: jack’s wrong, but that doesn’t mean his anger is any less justified. and dylan is genuinely sorry, but not regretful, and that’s exactly what jack doesn’t want to hear right now. “ i knew you’d wanted to reinvent yourself, you’re not the only one in this group with a made-up name, but i had to look into you. i had to know what you were running away from! ” dylan is avoiding jack’s questions — yes, he had hoped jack wouldn’t find out, at least not before they’d past a point where it didn’t matter anymore — and trying desperately to get his point of view through in the hope jack would understand when he’s calmed down.
“ i never broke your trust, jack. ” it’s a technicality: he couldn’t break what had not yet been given to him. “ i just did what i HAD to to make any of this possible. ”
Hello, my name is Aurora, I’m 21 years old and Finnish. EET time zone, naturally not a native speaker — if my replies make no sense, please let me know, it’s either because of me being tired or fucking up grammar. Please tag choking, somnophilia, eating disorders, suicide and bluespace, including screenshots of the dash: essentially, if the sides of the picture are the same colour as the dash, tag it.
selectivity
I am open to ocs and crossovers. This blog is mutuals only: threads, plotting and im are only for people who I have followed back. However, non-mutuals can send me asks and memes and reply to opens. I do tend to form mains and practice exclusivity, especially shipping exclusivity: the list can be found here. Note that I fully admit to being a lazy ass about checking my followers: I am currently using an extension that hides my follower count, so it is up to my own memory to remember to check the list: thus, it can take up to anything from a week to a month to check out a blog — more, if it’s a muse from something I haven’t seen yet.
pre-established relationships
If you have a non-romantic relationship idea (friends, colleagues, even family) between our muses, chances are I’ll be up for that, but do please run it through me first. This is twice as important for Horsemen ocs. The Horsemen and the dynamic between them form a large part of Dylan’s life, so I am more hesitant than most about writing with them because I need to understand why Dylan would have chosen them. I hope you can understand this.
shipping
Shipping-wise, Dylan is free game, but only if it happens with chemistry. This is even more highlighted by the fact that I play Dylan as demisexual, meaning that he doesn’t feel sexual attraction to anyone until he has a strong relationship with them, platonic or romantic.
Statistics
FULL NAME: Dylan Caspian Shrike
ALIAS: Dylan Rhodes (active from 1990 to 2015)
AGE: 44
BIRTH DATE: December 21, 1971
GENDER: Cis male
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: Panromantic
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Demisexual
RELIGION: Atheist
SPOKEN LANGUAGES: English (native), Mandarin, Cantonese, French, Italian, some Greek
CURRENT HOUSING: Apartment connecting to The Eye’s headquarters in London
OCCUPATION: The “fifth” Horseman, leader of The Eye’s western base. Worked as a mole in the FBI until being exposed publicly at the end of 2015
relationships
PARENTS: Lionel Shrike (deceased in March 6, 1984), Henriette Shrike (deceased in October 20, 1988)
SIBLINGS: None
SIGNIFICANT OTHER: Currently, none
CHILDREN: Unable to have
physical traits
EYE COLOUR: Brown
HAIR COLOUR: Dark brown, greying
HEIGHT: 5'7½
BODY TYPE: Short, square, somewhere between builtfat and chubbyfat.
personality
INTELLIGENCE: Book-smarts: studied engineering in college, degree in Criminology, mathematical brain. Strategist by nature.
DISPOSITION: Intelligent and calculating. Extroverted, but prefers a small social circle. Needs to feel in control, tends to take a leadership position very easily, as well as responsibility over others. Strong moral compass and need to see justice served.
Biography
Dylan Caspian Shrike was the first and only child born to Henriette Wilson, a former actress, and Lionel Shrike, a famous magician and a member of The Eye. The family lived in an apartment New York they owned, greatly relying on Lionel’s profession to supply for them. Partly to this, Lionel was largely absent at home, always performing, practicing, or travelling to China to buy equipment for his tricks. Dylan always knew his father first as a magician, and only then as a father.
This not-ideal but functioning life came to a stop when Thaddeus Bradley revealed how all of Lionel’s magic tricks were done in the pilot of his show, leaving the family unsure how Lionel’s career would handle such a blow. In an attempt to regain spotlight, Lionel insisted on doing a trick Thaddeus had called impossible: to break out from being handcuffed in a safe in the middle of a river. Dylan watched his father go down in the safe but the metal the safe was made of warped, making the escape impossible and causing Lionel to drown. Because his body nor the safe was ever found, his life insurance claim was denied, and the family was left without a penny.
Dylan always blamed the death of his father above all on Thaddeus Bradley, and after his mother had to give him up for adoption at the age of 12, Dylan started to plan for revenge. He spent most of his teenage years in a group home and two foster families, copying his father’s tricks and practicing some of his own, never specialising in anything in particular, finding himself more interested in the behind-the-scenes work that went into the larger tricks.
He started to study engineering in college, but The Eye gave him another task: take a new identity — that of Dylan Rhodes — and move to study Criminology in order to become a mole in the FBI. This alias gave him a possibility to start working on his plan to bring those responsible for his father’s death and the hardships that followed: a group of magicians that would bring the art back to a global spotlight whilst using their abilities to deceive for a greater cause. Gathering resources, perfecting his plan, and making it possible to do without known help from The Eye — as is required from applicants — was a long process, but he finally got it to motion in February 2013.
